Nighty- Night

its officially a new year now! well..i don't have anything much to say tonight.. except for the fact that sometimes it made me feel anxious , if i hadn't been updating my blog for a while. and there's photos that i took from my trip to HK that i have not uploaded yet.. which i will upload on my next post. geez.. i remember it took me a year to upload my previous photos. i mean.. oh well, sometimes i just couldnt be bothered with it. not that i dislike uploading my pics. and sometimes.. if i dont write before going to bed.. i cant sleep.

i guess it develops from the habit of having a journal since young. i know that i dont write very often though. only on certain occasions.. and that would have to depend on my state of mind at that time. tho i realize i have to write after a certain period of time. and more often than not, everything would be done in impromptu.

truth is, i never plan what i was going to write, i never come up with a topic first-hand, before i start typing away frivolously.. hence i do admit the fact that i am a lazy blogger. and sometimes i find it amazing that this blog does have its readers. people who actually give a shit on what i write about. given the unstable nature of posting activities in my blog.

i never update my blog regularly. no hawt pictures to look at somemore. no articles on politics. no weekly updates on delicious food and the latest cafes, nor a bunch of hawt chicks posing inside the hottest clubs in KL. writing in this blog was more out of pure personal indulgence than seeking out readers who would hear me out. hence, however little it may serve, i hope that this blog would give a little something to anyone who was actually here, as they read these words.. whether on purpose or by accident.

im actually having a headache and flu here. hmm.. i was completely well today. but i guess writing would make me sleep better, rather than popping on panadols or flu tablets.





~ we each, all do certain things to make us a lil more happier, to make us feel a lil bit better.. or to keep ourselves entertained.. it's nice to get a lil distraction ain't it? even if its just for a lil while.. that's why im here tonight.. ~

Positive Vibration

sometimes on certain days, i would have random thoughts that i would make a mental note to jot it down in this blog. i guess 80 percent of it never made it here. i guess that's what a blog is about right? putting down random thoughts? well at least most blogs are. that's why almost everyone has a blog right? because putting down random thoughts and pictures or where we've been, what we ate, posting about first loves and break ups. or bitching about others. or having a point of view. these are the easiest things that one could write about. nobody is required to write about rocket science or dissertation in their blogs. unless if you want to.

well as for me, i guess it's all of the above? apart from the rocket science thing, of course. i cant say much about the stupid/ intelligence factor about myself, because everyone who thinks that they are smart, must have felt stupid at some point in their lives, or vice versa. but i think that sometimes, "smart" is more of a point of view, than an actuality.

i've read blogs of ppl, mostly ppl my age, or older.. and they would have random aha-moments, like "i wonder if .. or i feel that people are.. bla bla bla.. how come this and that.. why am i here .. etc.". and then they would feel real proud of themselves, like whoa.... what kind of mad existentialist genius am i to have thought about that? most times i would read it and would silently go.. yea, girl.. i thought about that too when i was 5. so whats the big hoo-haa here about?

the thing is, if anybody can think of any thoughts in this world, however weird or random or profound even. chances are, these thoughts have existed a long time ago, or if you're lucky enough, just a few days old. from a far far away land or just 2 blocks away. chances are, nothing is original. so the first person who invented the handphone may not really be the first person that came up with the idea. chances are, many many years ago, someone had actually thought about it, and he may not be the first person who came up with the idea either, it was the previous previous person. seriously, same goes to Iphone. sorry to all steve jobs fans out there. well of course, merely a thought and an invention is totally 2 different thing.

i guess having thoughts is one of the easiest thing that a human could do. in fact, its way much more harder to free your mind from thoughts and to just let your mind hang empty. it's how a person strings its thoughts together and to be able to illustrate it in a way that everyone almost could. well, almost. but could not. and it must all be done in a coherent manner, otherwise it's just mad ramblings and teenage thoughts. no offense to the teenagers out there. but that's just my opinion anyways.

that's how it is isnt it? where people would get really in awe in a certain sentence they read, or certain songs they listen. they would go " oh, you speak exactly what my mind was trying to say" or" you speak what's in my heart that my mind couldnt speak" or " it makes me realize of thoughts or emotions that i never realized i would have". it's always after they hear or read of certain things that they would feel this way isnt it? its never before, always after. perhaps most humans operate on just half- thoughts? hence we all have a subconscious? or perhaps they are all too busy to tend to the bigger problems in life, careers, families, mortgages. that's why it's always an author/ novelist/ artist/ filmmakers job to handle such idle thoughts? perhaps such thought are for the idle people, i guess that's why most teenagers has a blog, writing frivolous thoughts. ranting about how unfair the world is or write wannabe songs. some aspiring to write wannabe movies.

or for people like me. unemployed, free from the encumbrances of being a student, free of mortgages, free of the pressure of climbing up the career or social ladder. yet still full of worries about the present or the future. why? i have loans and liabilities too, liabilities that i know that i wouldnt be able to pay presently, if not for my dad. but that has been the least of my problems. for now.

starting the year in singapore

well i lurve fullerton too.

the view from the 38th floor of marina bay sands. which we managed to stay for one night. but it was still great. :)

came back from singapore last week. it was fun. and gosh i lurve the prawn noodles there, that you wouldnt wanna eat the ones with teeny tiny shrimps in malaysia anymore. not much time to shop or to go for sight seeing tho, i dont know where the time went.

more planning, less impromptu next time.

as for orchard, we've only managed to go to the famous h €€and m retail store.

and i've only managed to take 3 pictures with my blackberry. me and my cousin sis did bring our cameras. but we've never thought of taking a single pic when we were there. and i didnt even took pic of the fireworks during new year. hmm.. next round then.

i've heard of a friend's friend in her late 20's who calls singapore.. here goes.. wait for it * drum rolls*.... sin city. as in like non-stop gushing bout being in sin city * as in singapore* and rodeo drive. seriously?! are you kidding me ? sin city? are you like wat.. 18? so obssesed with sin city and rodeo drive eh. so if sin city is singapore then rodeo drive must be.. the strip of malls in orchard? or is it the little shops in bugis? lol

okay, i call singapore sin sometimes, more as a short form, tho it may not be an accurate form of short form. something that i've never given much thought about it till i heard about sin city girl. so that's different.. i hope? lololol

and thanks to the chin family for being such wonderful hosts. and thanks to the tan family for hosting such wonderful lunch too.

a lil dedication to..

Dear Vito,



Happy birthday!

Thank you for all the words and wisdom that you've given me.

you're the best 'vito' one could ever ask for.

I wish you all the best in everything you do,
and that life would be as kind to you as possible.





xoxo

krys

I threw it away

again, am blogging from my blackberry. and the past few times that i've been blogging from my phone consist of me laying in my room, with the lights off. usually the decision to blog stems from insomnia.. or from too much thinking, too much thoughts goin inside my head. especially at moments like these, where i would resort to creating senseless composition like these, senseless in the sense where there ain't directions, i hav no idea how this post would began, and how it is goin to end afterwards. as im texting these words..

usually this would be the case if im doin up a post from my bb. i don't have a topic in hand, so i'll just let my thoughts wander.

up till now, i've noticed that its only when i have too much thoughts inside that i would resort to blogging. it does help to ease some of it, to a certain extent. its rather like writing in a diary. speaking of which, i've been writing in journals ever since i was 8, me and a classmate, we used to write it, and exchange it for each of us to read. so its kinda like... we were actually writing it for the other person to read, not so much of writing for ourselves or to write down our deepest thoughts or secrets but more of thinking of what to write for that person to see today (we would write in it every night and show it to each other tomorrow in class)

of course, as a child back then, i couldnt make out the difference. it was all the same to me. and i didnt realise i was writing only what i thought she'll like to read, or that all that we ever wrote about was how happy we were and how the best of friends we were. to me, those were exactly what a diary should be. i dont remember much of what i wrote after that, or what she wrote. i dont remember how long our diary routine lasted either. or how it suddenly stop, was it gradual, or abbrupt?

of the things i do remember, was how that diary looked like. it has a box that holds a beautiful book inside. best of all, it had a lock with a pair of keys. a lock which could be opened merely by using a hairpin. lol.

i do remember how i felt at that time, the excitement of the prospect of exchanging diaries with a best friend. i remember that there was no unhappy thoughts inside that diary. only good and happy thoughts, of sincere wishes to the friend, and of how lucky and blessed this 8 years old kid had felt. i managed to block out all the not so happy ones, the deep secrets that i kept, and somehow when i was writing in it, only my happiness, the people that've made me happysuch as my parents and relatives, and my 'best friend' existed.

Marchesa Resort 2012

One of my fav color. Mint green. starting this post off in a rather self-centered tone. i reckon that this dinner dress would be perfect for me. or rather, the other way round. my skin thrives in cool-toned colors. all i need in extra is just a pair of nude colored stilettos.




i think that the embellishment on the shoulders would be perfect for broad or narrow shoulders, as the former helps to enhance and the latter helps to camouflage. now all you need is a pair of long legs.



again, i have a thing for pale yellow dresses, altho that may not necessarily look as good on me as it is on others. yellow isn't my best color.



This one.. honestly, it is perfect enough even if one wears it as a wedding gown. my favourite piece in the sum of the resort collection.



again, pale yellow dresses..




i think that, one may find this not as beautiful as the rest, but i don't know.. it looks really nice to me.



i think that every girls should at least attempt on wearing animal prints once in their life. and this is one of the best edition of prints that i've seen as compared to other leopard print dresses.

One of my fav color. this isn't light pink if you look closely. it's a soft shade of rose blush pink that is neither a 'cool-tone' or 'warm'.




If only one could afford Marchesa right?


i've noticed, from my previous post till now, some of the clothes may be somewhat similar in style and patterns. i realized that, i only pick styles that i like or one that i would foresee myself wearing. and by merely writing about fashion or posting up pictures of dresses that i like, a form of 'pattern' or style could be traced from the previous posts. it makes me realized which type of clothes would be my ideal and which type of clothes that i wouldn't even imagine myself wearing.

i used to be 'all over the place' when it comes to fashion, choosing things at the spur of the moment and not really knowing what i like or dislike as long as it looked good to me at that moment or it that would be depended on the influence of other people. i believe many girls are the same way too, and many older women as well. so i would suggest to any girls who wants to find their sense of style or to be familiar with their style preferences could cut out pictures of clothes or people wearing what they like and put it in a scrapbook, if they don't own a fashion blog ( or in my case, a personal blog where i post almost everything inside, like a 'rojak').
well, just a piece of suggestion to the fashion enthusiast. other wise, why bother, right? some would have far more important hobbies to pursue, say.. Dota or stamp-collecting ( which i did too in the past).

the shoes that reminds me of

its been quite a while ever since i last posted anything here, been contemplating on posting up on about marchesa(one of my fav designer brands, well if you ask me, it's fashion that i luv, not so much of being brand conscious or materialistically conscious, but here's the thing,with fashion, you can't eliminate the brands. because the latest trends are researched and dream up by high- end designers who then turns it to reality, then.. inspired, or rather.. copied by high - street brands like zara, topshop or unbranded items that are imported from places like hk or taiwan, hence reaching commoners like me..or you, perhaps? so i think there's a distinction between being brand- conscious and loving clothes. ) fall/ winter '2011 collection last night, but decided to catch up reading on candace bushnell's one fifth avenue instead.

i do admit that it's not as tho i hav been super busy every day, but with all the exams and assignments due every week, sometimes you just wanna curl up in bed and read a book instead after completing what needs to be done. any further procrastination tho, it will soon be spring / summer' 2012 instead when im only about to review on the fall collection.

currently blogging from my phone, i can't decide if this is more convenient or the laptop. i've never really been that technologically inclined or interested in terms of the latest laptops, the latest gadgets or the latest processors, so long it's not a celeron or something equivalent. part of the reason why i decided on forgoing an ipad 2. * and partly because i decided it was better for me as a student to save up my rm2000+ coupled with the casing.*

i've noticed that many blogs gets abandoned after several years, i will never abandon my blog, and no matter how busy or not life gets in the future.. i will always come back.