continued..

~you re like an indian summer in the middle of winter
like a hard candy with a surprise center~

to bryan13. ;D again i know you can't wait to see me.. lolz..


neways, i have a feeling.. life is getting busier by the day.. fucking assignments.. darn.. oh well.. goin to the salon later.. there's time for everything.. work and play. not complaining i guess..

and to you.. u were once my gal.. and i thought that we are gonna be bff forever.. but the betrayal is deep.. basically u just changed.. after so many years of friendship and closeness.. so.. stop all the accusations okay.. you wanna leAve then might as well just leave.. save urself from all the spitting and internal reasonings within urself.. for whatever the reasons.. u still cannot come up with a strait answer on why things are the way they are now.. on why you turned ur back against me and finally show ur... beautiful side. a side which im glad to know.
once again ur antics never failed to amaze me.. like seriously.. the things you do.. makes me wonder how did i put up with you for so long.. you and ur constant change of frens and bfs.. surely that must hav had said a lil something too bout me rite? now looking back.. i was the one who stuck wit you when crap happens in ur life.. shit.. shoudn't have had wasted my time wei.. now ur telling me that we hav different channels.. well, of course we hav different channels honey.. i don't suddenly just jump ships and turn my bak on them and i don't nor .. never had a strings of bfs... (which means practically just any...) sorry but me not as lucky as you.. ;p. hahaha..
to be honest with you.. (well, not that you would ever some across my posts) none of my family members liked you.. from a to z.. and i was the one who stuck to my guns. and practically defended you everytime.. when needed..
oh.. pls don't get me wrong.. im not bitter.. just a bit tad dissappointed.. cos im human too you know... and i did care bout you every much.. and yes.. im somewhat bothered bout it now.. well, at least for now, if not i wont be ranting bout it here in mua blog.. im not a hypocrite you know.. unlike you.. duh.. grow up.. seriously..
neways, that's about it.. nothing more to say between us.. like i've told you.. once you made ur decision, there's no turning back.. i'ved got other better things to do.. clearly.. brushes it off my shoulder.. ;) don't wanna mention any names here.. wouldn't wanna giv you even 15 secs of fame.. on my lil site.. lolz
im a nice gal.. like seriously.. but i can even be a bigger bitch than you or whoever if i wanted to.. which, i don't.. cos that wouldn't be nice of me afterall would it? i hate bitches anyways....

~fragments of lyrics courtesy of katy perry from 'thinking of you'~