Heartless

~ i m tired. i need a break. for the time being.

still, i can't believe that Adam did not win. fucking lost 30 bucks cos he did not win, if he did i would be 100 bucks richer. i had the rite mind to bet with mr. lee . 30 for 100. i was kinda sure i would win. i mean, what are the odds? rite?? and he knew the results way before i did. wat the heck. >.<
what the fuck is wrong with those voters? like.. seriously. i mean, even Katy Perry thinks that he should be the next idol. sure that must hav had count for something rite? well, kris isn't that bad afterall. afterall, like i've said. his rendition of heartless is classic.

on a lighter note , tonite in particular (yes, only tonite in particular) pictures of him kept flashing in my mind. his face and those features kept popping in my head. perhaps it's just one of the days where i misses him. darn.. why does he look so hot in a cap or in his working attire? (hahaha..) perhaps, it's only me and my humble opinion. perhaps i may be blinded too. hahaha.. neways, i guess it's only natural that all galfrens would feel the same way about ther boifrens, however okay or not okay they look. well, unless the boifrens looks like some fucking Quasimodo. which is rather sad, but in society norms rather rare and unlikely, because reastically speaking.. almost everyone are born rather okay looking on the average.

fucking miss you.. but it's alrite, i got used to it tho. no worries, ur just so darn lucky you don't hav a clingy girlfriend.