the obsolete

i realized that i.. and this makes me dislike the fact that i.. never in a million years would i have thought of.. because at first i thought that.. and still felt.. and you seemed.. so i thought.. and i shouldn't have had.. but either way it wouldn't be pretty..





now how more ironic can it get? time indeed changes everything. it changes feelings and it changes perceptions. anyone who knows my story will indeed tell you that it is as ironic that it gets.. that irony could have been my middle name..








but i really do..







~ sometimes.. the more things seem to change.. the more they stay the same.. ~