losing my religion

all this things are pretty absurb.. lol.. trust can be destroyed really easily..and i thought that this would never happen to me, at least not now or in the near future.. its true that humans are complicated.. save the oil.. dont waste it.. like.. seriously..


~ for what it's worth.. i still do..~
~ at least, things are improving..~

insomniac pt.2

shit.. i can't sleep.. i just can't..am wide awake.. and it isn't helping my complexion. fuck. damn. howww ?????????!!

Insomniac

it's gettin really late rite now.. almost early in the morn.. but i can't sleep.. been having bouts of insomnia ever since the starting of classes.. and experiencing deja vu.. hadn't i blog about having

trouble sleeping already?

gonna sleep early to make sure im staying alert for my 'one hour' class tomorrow.. i 'ved got comments that there are just too much words in my blog and none photo.. really? too much words? is that really too much for you guys? and all these while i'ved tried to kinda tone it down while being as expressive while using as less words as possible. as i know for the fact that no one really has a long attention span in blog reading these days.. well, unless you'ved got something really interesting topic that's worth talking about and worth hearing about. then you can rant about them all day and all nite long about the same topic over and over again.. even better, make conversations and argue with urself or others over that particular topic.. ( like what xiaxue do, which is...*yawns*) which.. is hard to come across these days, and mostly it would be by a blog from someone of the opposite sex. (no, i am so not biased, it's just that most guys have a more wicked sense of humour than gals, face it!!!!) and it's just that i don't cam-whore like most gals do when u go to their blogs.. i mean, i do take pictures by myself with myself.. but i don't cam-whore.. at least that's what i perceive it as one of the things that i don't do..

i take photos.. i don't CAMWHORE. period.

who came up with the name camwhore anyway?to me, it just sounds plain stupid and dumb. everyone practically uses this word. is that even a word anyway? cos it just sounds too far-fetched from the initial word which comprises of no meaning anyway. whore? camwhoring? whore? i mean.. seriously?! what's that supposed to mean? i know what the words supposed to mean.. but technically? it just means that ur supposed to be whoring (posing) in front of your own camera huh..

but i don't see any whoring going on.. not inside any of their pics anyway.. so, word of advise for whoever, next time if ur really camwhoring (or when at least ur sure ur doing it) make sure it's really proper whoring.. pose like one.. dress like one.. or just dress in ur 'underwears and nude pumps'. otherwise.. the name kinda looses its essence, rite?? :)

and ohh..anyway these are the photos that i took during my baby sis's small birthday celebration.. she's 17 this year.


i luv her.. and him.. :)


krystal and elizabeth


this is me.. without make-up. doin nothin .'taking pictures' . lol.

ahhh.. see?? pictures.. who say dun hav??! haha.. just not a whole lot of 'whoring' thats all.
anyway.. it's gettin earlier now.. wouldn't wanna be unprepared for class, would i? altho it's only for one fucking hour.

days and days

so.. i went to mv like.. last thurs for the purpose of eating Carl's Jr with TK.. he said i was deprived.. and he.. as a good samaritan, want to bring me there to hav a taste of what Carl's Jr is like.. 'yea im a very deprived person.. rite.. and ur just so smart, by being able to tell that, and good..for doing charity work." i said. He said Carl's Jr is the best fast food chain.. i said i still think Wendy's the best. He asked y? and i said.. 'erm, bcos of the advertisment.. and the beef looks square? i havent tried it.. (yea, i know.. i'm ThaT deprived.lol)
So, we hav this bet that.. if i managed to totally finish the whole set, i win.. and he's bring me to watch "The Dark Knight" ws kinda surprised that i haven't even watch that show yet, when half the world's population had already.. 'Yea, i AM deprived, i thought u already know that' i said..
he said he just didn't know that i was ThaT deprived..
anyway, i won...(which ain't surprising for the fact that i can eat a lot and i have this really healthy appetite) and we get to watch it.. well of cos.. he already brought the tics at the first place.. perhaps with the assumption that i wouldn't fcking keep my word. lol.
Heath Ledger was extraordinarily good in his performance.. it's funny how i had hoped and was relieved that he didn't die in the movie.. when in fact.. he is already long gone.. and it had been for quite some time.. ~ it's true how time flies.. in the blink of an eye.. not technically.. but well...... ~


~ sometimes, the greatest thing that you would ever learn in life is learning to let go.. forgive and forget.. it's easier to forgive than to forget.. until one day.. you are lucky enough to not realise that you had forgotten about the fact that you had forgotten.. sometimes life is just about letting go and let live.. ~

Happy Birthday MYJ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

happey birthday Matthew !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yum cha and drinking to celebrate one of my close fren's b day... later evening celebrate again..
hey... wat happened to celebrating together ?? hehe...
as usual.. we played the drinking game at a fren's place.. and losers.. of cos.. would hav to drink... good for those who are tryin to 'cheat' and lose many times.. so that they could drink as much as possible.. =D
of cos.. i only drink.. 1 small cup.. self -control is like the road to success.. while the rest drank much more and sum of them drank damn 'zhat' lot.. lol.
like wat Tse Kai used to say... "i just drink for fun. No drinking = NO FUN" hehe... yea fren.. ur name is here inside this blog that u 'luv' so much... so how u feel ?? proud enuff ?? Wahahahaha................ erm. ok. anyway..
class really early tomoro.. but i don't think im taking that Counselling sub for elektif.. we'll see how it goes tomoro.. i mean.. later, cos its kinda early in the morn now already.. not sleepy still.. im having bouts of insomnia.. which is kinda unhealthy.. gals should sleep earlier.. in fact... all gals should..

lessons that i learn in life.. sometimes comes with an expensive price.. the ques is.. do i ever?

of classes, 21, and Ministry of Sound

classes gonna start tomoro.. yay.. im so happyy.. if only u could hav feel wat i am feeling now.. like.. rite.. totally looking forward to it..
went to MV last week with a good fren.. shared a meal at Chilli's.. portion was big and food was good.. was only my second time there.. then we watched 21.. bout a bunch of students who mastered the art of counting cards and therefore went to Vegas along with their professor on a weekly-basis to win loads of money and so on..
'makes u wanna go genting and win sum cash.." "im gonna do sum research on this card-counting thing" my fren said.. after the movie.. "i wish i have a truck loads of money.. imagine all the things i could do.." "krystal, lets go genting.. maybe u have sum beginner's luck and win sum money too..'" he said again.. lol. funny.
yea.. the movie was kinda entertaining.. hehe.. and not to mention.. there is this really cute cast inside..




so.. which cast was i talkin bout?? hehe..

i was talkin bout the Korean inside.. Aaron Yoo.. luv his style inside 21.. hehe





him in 'Disturbia'.. :D


by da way.. went to Euphoria by MOS like.. last 3 days ago.. the club is just sooo fcuking big.. and the VIP room.. so fcking darkk.. niceeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!! i dun mind if it actually doesnt allow smoking.. haha..