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am in starbucks now.. doin some research on pathologicAL gamblers.. which.. sadly is quite a universal thingy in the world.. i bet anyone in this world practically knows anyone who gambles like there's no tomorrow.. i mean, i would understand why would they do wat they do, but.. come on.. seriously.. there's so much more in life than just gambling.. mind you, im talkin bout pathologically addicted and hooked gamblers here.. not those kill time or new year gambling..
in my very humble opinion, there's so much things to do besides that.. i would rather go shopping and spend like mad than that..
ohh.. and poppy tonite., happy birthday to Jing Hao.. wouldn't wanna drink like mad tonite.. would i? lolz..
fuck.. am kinda broke these days.. (well, at least i s all i spend it to buy stuffs, which has a guaranteed return)
ahh.. bought this eyeshadow with a really nice shade of blue. no 33#. okay , i need to buy a brand new tube of mascara the next time.. somehow im think im pretty low maintenance if i wanted to compare.. that's also an 'if'.. if you know wat i mean..
(gee.. i suddenly feel like im doin nothing much but just ramblings in this post)
well, pardon me but can think of is getting more money rite now.. just felt like i still need to buy lotsa stuffs, albeit all being blurred thoughts and wants.. (typical life of a student, wat to do.. ish)

continued..

~you re like an indian summer in the middle of winter
like a hard candy with a surprise center~

to bryan13. ;D again i know you can't wait to see me.. lolz..


neways, i have a feeling.. life is getting busier by the day.. fucking assignments.. darn.. oh well.. goin to the salon later.. there's time for everything.. work and play. not complaining i guess..

and to you.. u were once my gal.. and i thought that we are gonna be bff forever.. but the betrayal is deep.. basically u just changed.. after so many years of friendship and closeness.. so.. stop all the accusations okay.. you wanna leAve then might as well just leave.. save urself from all the spitting and internal reasonings within urself.. for whatever the reasons.. u still cannot come up with a strait answer on why things are the way they are now.. on why you turned ur back against me and finally show ur... beautiful side. a side which im glad to know.
once again ur antics never failed to amaze me.. like seriously.. the things you do.. makes me wonder how did i put up with you for so long.. you and ur constant change of frens and bfs.. surely that must hav had said a lil something too bout me rite? now looking back.. i was the one who stuck wit you when crap happens in ur life.. shit.. shoudn't have had wasted my time wei.. now ur telling me that we hav different channels.. well, of course we hav different channels honey.. i don't suddenly just jump ships and turn my bak on them and i don't nor .. never had a strings of bfs... (which means practically just any...) sorry but me not as lucky as you.. ;p. hahaha..
to be honest with you.. (well, not that you would ever some across my posts) none of my family members liked you.. from a to z.. and i was the one who stuck to my guns. and practically defended you everytime.. when needed..
oh.. pls don't get me wrong.. im not bitter.. just a bit tad dissappointed.. cos im human too you know... and i did care bout you every much.. and yes.. im somewhat bothered bout it now.. well, at least for now, if not i wont be ranting bout it here in mua blog.. im not a hypocrite you know.. unlike you.. duh.. grow up.. seriously..
neways, that's about it.. nothing more to say between us.. like i've told you.. once you made ur decision, there's no turning back.. i'ved got other better things to do.. clearly.. brushes it off my shoulder.. ;) don't wanna mention any names here.. wouldn't wanna giv you even 15 secs of fame.. on my lil site.. lolz
im a nice gal.. like seriously.. but i can even be a bigger bitch than you or whoever if i wanted to.. which, i don't.. cos that wouldn't be nice of me afterall would it? i hate bitches anyways....

~fragments of lyrics courtesy of katy perry from 'thinking of you'~

to be continued

and yet .. again.. it's been ages since i last updated my blog.. been pretty busy with stuffs lately.. and now.. somehow.. i dunno where to start.. so i'll just write up in randoms..

- somehow i feel that.. my life kinda became more balanced than in the past.. all i need is more money to spend.. and a haircut.. and.. facial.. =.= . well, more like a want instead of a need.. but, likei'ved said.. my wants are my needs.. doesn't make much differences, cos there's a reason in watever i do and watever im bound to do..

- am kinda hooked up with katy perry's 'thinking of you'.. especially the lyrics of it.. i think it would kinda pierce into many people's heart when they knew the lyrics.. somehow, i wished i never would have to go thru that in the future, similar with the song.. oh.. i do know a few, in fact many people whom could related themselves to the song immediately after they heard it. yea, of course i could relate a few verse from it.. but thats pretty much about it. now come to think of it, yea, infact.. that person felt exactly the same way, i wonder if it still does now.. i wonder wat goes thru her mind.. when she listened to that song.. all i can say is.. well gal, the boat has long taken off.. yea, sorry honey.. but she's a..... well, none my concern for that.. i basically dun quite care bout ur past.. as long as we hav it good now.. and better yet to come.. and to XXX.. heys, i forgive you for watever shit you did to me in the past.. i guess there's a reason behind it.. hmm.. and tc. im glad with the way things are now.. lolz, we're cool.. and it's all okay since.. yea, some time ago.. and thanks for that piece 'advise' you gave me.. which, i wonder, should i really put it to good use on my current relationship now..

neways, gotta go..
wouldn't wanna be late for class would i..