Blink 182

hello there..

i miss you.... seriously i do... u were playing futsal.. and i miss you..
i wanna see you soon.. in fact i feel like seeing you tomorrow.. or maybe even later.. >.<
which i know it ain't possible..
bottomline is..
i miss you tonite.. and i miss you rite now!

Stars

~ i looked into the stars when u held me
tight..
and i thought to myself..
never let me go... ~

freestyle..

okay.. and now im free of all the assignments and report finally.. and finals are coming... but meanwhile.. im free today.. really good. :)
and im gonna blog bout something today.. anything random that comes into my mind.. im planning to watch a movie later.. and oh yea.. my hair is getting longer and longer(finally).. but sumtimes i find it hard to decide on wat type of hair i should keep tho..
i think im most prolly gonna keep my hair as long as possible.. but the thing is.. i'ved always really liked the previous Rihanna hair tho ( am not a 'bob' person, except for this style, i dun mind if it goes out of style tho.. well, at least i ain't sharing it with thousand other gals outside..) but i guess the Rihanna gotta hav to wait then.. just like the bleached hair that i had always wanted..



well, wait for me the "Rihanna' ... haha..

words and stickers

well, yes.. i am in luv.. and i am adding this image for him.. just for fun..lolz..

and its been 10 days since i saw him... damn...

well, i thought it looks kinda cute..couldn't really help it but to post it here.. =P

Dreams I

~what happens when reality is better than the dreams that u dreamed..?~

~ was it because most of your dreams are nightmares... or was it because the world that you live in is full of wonderment and joy and one of the things that makes us human.. hope.. ~

Happy Birthday to my Paramour. 21st of March

Happy birthday to Mr Bryan Lee!!!!!!!!!!! xoxo

kinda sucky that i can't spend ur b day with u..

~ seems like you'll have the time of your life.. no doubt bout it.. maybe not tonite.. but on every
other days to come...~

i luv you...

thinking out loud

~ just when you thought you know, things actually are the other way round..~
~ but just when you thought that you didn't know, you realize that you knew it all by heart
afterall..~
~ so you figured out to just shut up and listen.. and think as silent as possible.. for fear that the
other could hear your thoughts..~

the fear you won't fall

and i feel really ......... rite now.. and the......... seems to get deeper and real as the seconds passes by.. and i know that only one thing would take away these feelings.. but yet it seems.. it ain't happening now, in this very second as im typing it here right now..
i really want this feeling to go away.. is it just me and the devil in my head or.. is this really reality?
fuck.. im rambling like there's no ends here.. now i fucking sound like a damsel in distress.. and most of them would'nt hav a damn idea on what im talking about rite now..
and im trying my best to get a grip of myself... i just wanna know the outcome for tonite or tomorrow nite.. and i seriously miss him like fuck sometimes.. and tonite is especially the nite.. with a mixture of........ and im wondering... is it relevant the way that im feeling rite now..




and this is the most recent pic taken of me.. for those who says that there is no pic in my blog! with esther dear.. in poppy.. dun really feel the hype about clubbing these days anymore.. (and no, im not a hardcore clubber.. never was neways)

lost and found

~ i asked you for directions, you lied.
the best time to find yourself is when you're lost..~

~ i found you along with finding myself.. or rather.. the other way round..~

~ i wasn't lost anymore ever since then..~

like whipped cream

~ i didn't know why i was quiet and self- conscious (in other words, shy) when i went into the car.. i couldn't even dare to look at his face while he was looking at me.. for fear of letting him look thru me.. for some unknown reasons i was feeling rather coy that nite.. and rather transparent..
he asked me why was i blushing.. as if it was the first time that we are together?..~
~i didn't know what to say.. except for feeling more blushed and covered my mouth with my hand.. while trying for an attempt to come up with a quick answer to his question.. (which i did not anyhow) was surprised at myself.. such ardor and emotions.. those funny sensations that i felt.. while trying to tone it down at the same time..~
~ i've got to admit that i felt silly in those 15 mins.. ~ >.< ~ and i wondered if he knew how and what i felt...~
~ sometimes i feel in awe.. sometimes i get bedazzled.. sometimes i get butterflies in my stomach, while feeling absolutely comfy with you..~

~just like starfruits.. and strawberries.. and chocolate cakes.. and whipped cream.. and fruit juice with salt on it.. and water..~

the time killed..

okay.. i came across this at a random blog and thought that it might be interesting to do.. since im pretty much having a headache rite now and am trying to get this ache outta my head..

this seems harder than it looks, so im supposed to answer each following ques based on using the first letter of my name, and no repeating.. no fake answers.. nothing made up! okayys.. i just hope that i kills my boredom..

1, what is your name?
krystal

2, a four letter word?
kiss

3, a boi's name
kevin

4, a gal's name
kristy

5, an occupation
Kedger (meaning fisherman)

6, a color
khaki

7, something you will wear
knee- high boots

8, anythin that i like with a K
knitwears

9, a food
kebab

10, something found in the bathroom or your bag
kohl eyeliner

11, a place
korea

12, a reason for being late
killed someone.. something.. so was busy digging the ground and burying the corpse

13, something you shout
knn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

14, a movie title
King Kong

15, something you drink
Kahlua

16, a musical group
korn ..... erm okay, more like a band actually.. but it still counts

17, an animal
kangaroo

18, a street name
Krug. Ave (go check it out where is that.. if you didnt know and would like to know.. lolz)

19, a type of car
kia .. everyone knows this car.. so no need to go and surf for a pic to post here..

20, a song title
knocking on heaven's door -bob dylan

okayss thats it.. really kinda tough.. am lazy to tag anyone.. so feel free...

until you

i miss you so much...
and i thought that i was going to lose him.. i didn't realize how much i do love until then.. and then he told me that he realized that he had fell deeply in love..
all the pain and the fears vanished..
and this funny sensation numbed me.. i didn't quite know what to say at that very moment
it's funny how sometimes someone could have such a huge amount of impact over you.. whether you have a choice or not..
i guess, that's why they say, choose who ur about to love carefully..



~ i'ved been loved but i didn't know how to feel it,
and i'ved been adored but i don't know if i ever believed it,
i'ved been loved my whole life but i didn't know how to take it,
until you. . .~~