get what you want with your lucky eyes

individuality is vitally important. When people start to lose their individuality, they start to lose themselves.
- Brittany Murphy

well, what can i say.. she is my most fav person in the world from afar..
my one true idol..
there's always something about her genuineness and vulnerability that stands out from the rest of the world.. seemingly unfazed by the glitz and the glam of hollywood.
perhaps it was the highs and lows that killed her..
or perhaps her presence was just to beautiful for this world..
indeed she had always strike a cord in my heart the first time i saw her movie many years ago when i was a little gal..
who am i to judge her?

~ may your soul rest in peace..~

The Dewdrops

how does it feel having your secrets safe with you?

i have so much faith in you..
forgive me.. i may be wrong..






but i think i just fucking saved your life..







~In order to do really great things, you need to make really great mistakes..~

eleanor. nayrb

fuck i love this song.

Fine, I understand, okay with me, if that's the plan. You can take the stereo, the TV and the video, the bed the sheets and pillows, before you go. But for now, unlock the door, what are we doin' all this for? Let me make you dinner one last time, then you'll go your way, and I'll go mine.

And I won't call you baby, anymore, won't call you baby, like I did before, won't call you baby, anymore, Eleanor. You left your smell, you left your taste, you left me here with my mistakes. And I can't relate to what you say I've done, but just for you, I'll bite my tongue.

And I won't call you baby, anymore, won't call you baby, like I did before, won't call you baby, anymore, Eleanor. Eleanor I miss you, Eleanor be well, Eleanor I wish you'd release me from your spell.

* i muse at myself now looking back, calling myself eleanor when i was a little girl, way before this song.. weird. i wasn't contented with krystal. back then.

fuck adam cohen is so hottttt!!!!!!!!!!!! i wanna marry him. wake up* blink blink*

~ ur moving way too fast at the wrong lane.. but i wouldn't mind if ur at the rite way..~

the journey

i will just go with the flow.. and the answers will provide itself when the right time comes..
i guess this is just inevitable. and see what happen next. =)

of course, everything will be alright..




~and i promise you, im doing the best i can.. now don't fool yourself, into thinking you're more than you are..~

tres flores

well.. look what we've got here.. it came just in time..

we both know what it is.. XD

oh what big dream it has..

i would say
you are the most welcome..

mon cherie

everything will be alrite. i think i can do this. one of the few reasons that keeps me goin strong.









~in my eyes you are still you ~

lucky you

its scary sometimes to be left in the dark... but i guess there is comfort in darkness.
this is the time where i choose not to succumb..
sometimes i just sleep so comfortably.. together with my secrets held tight.
looking back, I've learnt a great deal.. but they will keep coming.. the learning never stops.
till the day im dead.