okay.. i came across this at a random blog and thought that it might be interesting to do.. since im pretty much having a headache rite now and am trying to get this ache outta my head..
this seems harder than it looks, so im supposed to answer each following ques based on using the first letter of my name, and no repeating.. no fake answers.. nothing made up! okayys.. i just hope that i kills my boredom..
1, what is your name?
krystal
2, a four letter word?
kiss
3, a boi's name
kevin
4, a gal's name
kristy
5, an occupation
Kedger (meaning fisherman)
6, a color
khaki
7, something you will wear
knee- high boots
8, anythin that i like with a K
knitwears
9, a food
kebab
10, something found in the bathroom or your bag
kohl eyeliner
11, a place
korea
12, a reason for being late
killed someone.. something.. so was busy digging the ground and burying the corpse
13, something you shout
knn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
14, a movie title
King Kong
15, something you drink
Kahlua
16, a musical group
korn ..... erm okay, more like a band actually.. but it still counts
17, an animal
kangaroo
18, a street name
Krug. Ave (go check it out where is that.. if you didnt know and would like to know.. lolz)
19, a type of car
kia .. everyone knows this car.. so no need to go and surf for a pic to post here..
20, a song title
knocking on heaven's door -bob dylan
okayss thats it.. really kinda tough.. am lazy to tag anyone.. so feel free...
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
Monday, March 2, 2009
until you
i miss you so much...
and i thought that i was going to lose him.. i didn't realize how much i do love until then.. and then he told me that he realized that he had fell deeply in love..
all the pain and the fears vanished..
and this funny sensation numbed me.. i didn't quite know what to say at that very moment
it's funny how sometimes someone could have such a huge amount of impact over you.. whether you have a choice or not..
i guess, that's why they say, choose who ur about to love carefully..
~ i'ved been loved but i didn't know how to feel it,
and i'ved been adored but i don't know if i ever believed it,
i'ved been loved my whole life but i didn't know how to take it,
until you. . .~~
and i thought that i was going to lose him.. i didn't realize how much i do love until then.. and then he told me that he realized that he had fell deeply in love..
all the pain and the fears vanished..
and this funny sensation numbed me.. i didn't quite know what to say at that very moment
it's funny how sometimes someone could have such a huge amount of impact over you.. whether you have a choice or not..
i guess, that's why they say, choose who ur about to love carefully..
~ i'ved been loved but i didn't know how to feel it,
and i'ved been adored but i don't know if i ever believed it,
i'ved been loved my whole life but i didn't know how to take it,
until you. . .~~
Saturday, February 28, 2009
title?
am in starbucks now.. doin some research on pathologicAL gamblers.. which.. sadly is quite a universal thingy in the world.. i bet anyone in this world practically knows anyone who gambles like there's no tomorrow.. i mean, i would understand why would they do wat they do, but.. come on.. seriously.. there's so much more in life than just gambling.. mind you, im talkin bout pathologically addicted and hooked gamblers here.. not those kill time or new year gambling..
in my very humble opinion, there's so much things to do besides that.. i would rather go shopping and spend like mad than that..
ohh.. and poppy tonite., happy birthday to Jing Hao.. wouldn't wanna drink like mad tonite.. would i? lolz..
fuck.. am kinda broke these days.. (well, at least i s all i spend it to buy stuffs, which has a guaranteed return)
ahh.. bought this eyeshadow with a really nice shade of blue. no 33#. okay , i need to buy a brand new tube of mascara the next time.. somehow im think im pretty low maintenance if i wanted to compare.. that's also an 'if'.. if you know wat i mean..
(gee.. i suddenly feel like im doin nothing much but just ramblings in this post)
well, pardon me but can think of is getting more money rite now.. just felt like i still need to buy lotsa stuffs, albeit all being blurred thoughts and wants.. (typical life of a student, wat to do.. ish)
in my very humble opinion, there's so much things to do besides that.. i would rather go shopping and spend like mad than that..
ohh.. and poppy tonite., happy birthday to Jing Hao.. wouldn't wanna drink like mad tonite.. would i? lolz..
fuck.. am kinda broke these days.. (well, at least i s all i spend it to buy stuffs, which has a guaranteed return)
ahh.. bought this eyeshadow with a really nice shade of blue. no 33#. okay , i need to buy a brand new tube of mascara the next time.. somehow im think im pretty low maintenance if i wanted to compare.. that's also an 'if'.. if you know wat i mean..
(gee.. i suddenly feel like im doin nothing much but just ramblings in this post)
well, pardon me but can think of is getting more money rite now.. just felt like i still need to buy lotsa stuffs, albeit all being blurred thoughts and wants.. (typical life of a student, wat to do.. ish)
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
continued..
~you re like an indian summer in the middle of winter
like a hard candy with a surprise center~
to bryan13. ;D again i know you can't wait to see me.. lolz..
neways, i have a feeling.. life is getting busier by the day.. fucking assignments.. darn.. oh well.. goin to the salon later.. there's time for everything.. work and play. not complaining i guess..
and to you.. u were once my gal.. and i thought that we are gonna be bff forever.. but the betrayal is deep.. basically u just changed.. after so many years of friendship and closeness.. so.. stop all the accusations okay.. you wanna leAve then might as well just leave.. save urself from all the spitting and internal reasonings within urself.. for whatever the reasons.. u still cannot come up with a strait answer on why things are the way they are now.. on why you turned ur back against me and finally show ur... beautiful side. a side which im glad to know.
once again ur antics never failed to amaze me.. like seriously.. the things you do.. makes me wonder how did i put up with you for so long.. you and ur constant change of frens and bfs.. surely that must hav had said a lil something too bout me rite? now looking back.. i was the one who stuck wit you when crap happens in ur life.. shit.. shoudn't have had wasted my time wei.. now ur telling me that we hav different channels.. well, of course we hav different channels honey.. i don't suddenly just jump ships and turn my bak on them and i don't nor .. never had a strings of bfs... (which means practically just any...) sorry but me not as lucky as you.. ;p. hahaha..
to be honest with you.. (well, not that you would ever some across my posts) none of my family members liked you.. from a to z.. and i was the one who stuck to my guns. and practically defended you everytime.. when needed..
oh.. pls don't get me wrong.. im not bitter.. just a bit tad dissappointed.. cos im human too you know... and i did care bout you every much.. and yes.. im somewhat bothered bout it now.. well, at least for now, if not i wont be ranting bout it here in mua blog.. im not a hypocrite you know.. unlike you.. duh.. grow up.. seriously..
neways, that's about it.. nothing more to say between us.. like i've told you.. once you made ur decision, there's no turning back.. i'ved got other better things to do.. clearly.. brushes it off my shoulder.. ;) don't wanna mention any names here.. wouldn't wanna giv you even 15 secs of fame.. on my lil site.. lolz
im a nice gal.. like seriously.. but i can even be a bigger bitch than you or whoever if i wanted to.. which, i don't.. cos that wouldn't be nice of me afterall would it? i hate bitches anyways....
~fragments of lyrics courtesy of katy perry from 'thinking of you'~
like a hard candy with a surprise center~
to bryan13. ;D again i know you can't wait to see me.. lolz..
neways, i have a feeling.. life is getting busier by the day.. fucking assignments.. darn.. oh well.. goin to the salon later.. there's time for everything.. work and play. not complaining i guess..
and to you.. u were once my gal.. and i thought that we are gonna be bff forever.. but the betrayal is deep.. basically u just changed.. after so many years of friendship and closeness.. so.. stop all the accusations okay.. you wanna leAve then might as well just leave.. save urself from all the spitting and internal reasonings within urself.. for whatever the reasons.. u still cannot come up with a strait answer on why things are the way they are now.. on why you turned ur back against me and finally show ur... beautiful side. a side which im glad to know.
once again ur antics never failed to amaze me.. like seriously.. the things you do.. makes me wonder how did i put up with you for so long.. you and ur constant change of frens and bfs.. surely that must hav had said a lil something too bout me rite? now looking back.. i was the one who stuck wit you when crap happens in ur life.. shit.. shoudn't have had wasted my time wei.. now ur telling me that we hav different channels.. well, of course we hav different channels honey.. i don't suddenly just jump ships and turn my bak on them and i don't nor .. never had a strings of bfs... (which means practically just any...) sorry but me not as lucky as you.. ;p. hahaha..
to be honest with you.. (well, not that you would ever some across my posts) none of my family members liked you.. from a to z.. and i was the one who stuck to my guns. and practically defended you everytime.. when needed..
oh.. pls don't get me wrong.. im not bitter.. just a bit tad dissappointed.. cos im human too you know... and i did care bout you every much.. and yes.. im somewhat bothered bout it now.. well, at least for now, if not i wont be ranting bout it here in mua blog.. im not a hypocrite you know.. unlike you.. duh.. grow up.. seriously..
neways, that's about it.. nothing more to say between us.. like i've told you.. once you made ur decision, there's no turning back.. i'ved got other better things to do.. clearly.. brushes it off my shoulder.. ;) don't wanna mention any names here.. wouldn't wanna giv you even 15 secs of fame.. on my lil site.. lolz
im a nice gal.. like seriously.. but i can even be a bigger bitch than you or whoever if i wanted to.. which, i don't.. cos that wouldn't be nice of me afterall would it? i hate bitches anyways....
~fragments of lyrics courtesy of katy perry from 'thinking of you'~
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
to be continued
and yet .. again.. it's been ages since i last updated my blog.. been pretty busy with stuffs lately.. and now.. somehow.. i dunno where to start.. so i'll just write up in randoms..
- somehow i feel that.. my life kinda became more balanced than in the past.. all i need is more money to spend.. and a haircut.. and.. facial.. =.= . well, more like a want instead of a need.. but, likei'ved said.. my wants are my needs.. doesn't make much differences, cos there's a reason in watever i do and watever im bound to do..
- am kinda hooked up with katy perry's 'thinking of you'.. especially the lyrics of it.. i think it would kinda pierce into many people's heart when they knew the lyrics.. somehow, i wished i never would have to go thru that in the future, similar with the song.. oh.. i do know a few, in fact many people whom could related themselves to the song immediately after they heard it. yea, of course i could relate a few verse from it.. but thats pretty much about it. now come to think of it, yea, infact.. that person felt exactly the same way, i wonder if it still does now.. i wonder wat goes thru her mind.. when she listened to that song.. all i can say is.. well gal, the boat has long taken off.. yea, sorry honey.. but she's a..... well, none my concern for that.. i basically dun quite care bout ur past.. as long as we hav it good now.. and better yet to come.. and to XXX.. heys, i forgive you for watever shit you did to me in the past.. i guess there's a reason behind it.. hmm.. and tc. im glad with the way things are now.. lolz, we're cool.. and it's all okay since.. yea, some time ago.. and thanks for that piece 'advise' you gave me.. which, i wonder, should i really put it to good use on my current relationship now..
neways, gotta go..
wouldn't wanna be late for class would i..
- somehow i feel that.. my life kinda became more balanced than in the past.. all i need is more money to spend.. and a haircut.. and.. facial.. =.= . well, more like a want instead of a need.. but, likei'ved said.. my wants are my needs.. doesn't make much differences, cos there's a reason in watever i do and watever im bound to do..
- am kinda hooked up with katy perry's 'thinking of you'.. especially the lyrics of it.. i think it would kinda pierce into many people's heart when they knew the lyrics.. somehow, i wished i never would have to go thru that in the future, similar with the song.. oh.. i do know a few, in fact many people whom could related themselves to the song immediately after they heard it. yea, of course i could relate a few verse from it.. but thats pretty much about it. now come to think of it, yea, infact.. that person felt exactly the same way, i wonder if it still does now.. i wonder wat goes thru her mind.. when she listened to that song.. all i can say is.. well gal, the boat has long taken off.. yea, sorry honey.. but she's a..... well, none my concern for that.. i basically dun quite care bout ur past.. as long as we hav it good now.. and better yet to come.. and to XXX.. heys, i forgive you for watever shit you did to me in the past.. i guess there's a reason behind it.. hmm.. and tc. im glad with the way things are now.. lolz, we're cool.. and it's all okay since.. yea, some time ago.. and thanks for that piece 'advise' you gave me.. which, i wonder, should i really put it to good use on my current relationship now..
neways, gotta go..
wouldn't wanna be late for class would i..
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
happy cny
finally got my cny shopping done.. yay.. spend like.. rm900 bucks for cny alone.. now im broke like hell.. but it's alrite.. im gonna win my money back during new year.. lolzz.. hopefully.. and it's been kinda long ever since my last post too.. fucking modem.. diu.. and i still wanna buy a new purse.. ohh.. and i hadn't cut my hair yet.. made my mind to do it after cny..
time really flies kinda fast.. week after week.. it's gonna be cny in like.. 3 more days.. yayy.. haha.. im really gonna win my money back.. =P well, not so much.. but perhaps i'll win a but of wat i spend..
and i wonder if i get to spend a day of chinese new year with my bf..
if only i had more money.. i'll buy more clothes.. too bad.. aikzz.. money doesn't seem to drop from the sky huh..
anyhow.. i hope cny is gonna be fun.. compared to last year.. well, last year was a bit.. dull.. dunno why.
happy chinese new year to everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
time really flies kinda fast.. week after week.. it's gonna be cny in like.. 3 more days.. yayy.. haha.. im really gonna win my money back.. =P well, not so much.. but perhaps i'll win a but of wat i spend..
and i wonder if i get to spend a day of chinese new year with my bf..
if only i had more money.. i'll buy more clothes.. too bad.. aikzz.. money doesn't seem to drop from the sky huh..
anyhow.. i hope cny is gonna be fun.. compared to last year.. well, last year was a bit.. dull.. dunno why.
happy chinese new year to everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, January 11, 2009
serendipity
its been kinda a long while ever since i last blogged.. thanks to my stupid streamyx line.. mahai..
classes has started.. darn.. missed another class today..
and im getting lazier by da day..
it's funny how we met again by pure chance and serendipity..( i actually deleted ur num,err "accidentally" i guess?.. lolz) and when we think serendipity.. it really was serendipity.. and the way u used to say about how im one of ur best christmas present that u had ever gotten.. with the ur remote control car that u got when u were young being ur best prezzie.. so i come second huh.. lolzz.. come to think of it.. the way u got me, it really was like a christmas present all decked out nicely and presented it to u huh.. >.< man.. u are one heck of a lucky dude!!! and i bet u realize that.. u better!! muahahaa...
and ur always away.. i miss you terribly at times.. >.<
~so baby be good to me.. i'ved got nothing to giv you.. u see.. except everything.. from the good and the bad..~
ahh.. cny is getting nearer.. got loads of stuffs that i hadn't buy yet.. can't wait to go shopping..
neways, why am i kinda having bad dreams lately.. =.=
okayy.. so thats it.. woudn't wanna delve much into my love life.. ;P
classes has started.. darn.. missed another class today..
and im getting lazier by da day..
it's funny how we met again by pure chance and serendipity..( i actually deleted ur num,err "accidentally" i guess?.. lolz) and when we think serendipity.. it really was serendipity.. and the way u used to say about how im one of ur best christmas present that u had ever gotten.. with the ur remote control car that u got when u were young being ur best prezzie.. so i come second huh.. lolzz.. come to think of it.. the way u got me, it really was like a christmas present all decked out nicely and presented it to u huh.. >.< man.. u are one heck of a lucky dude!!! and i bet u realize that.. u better!! muahahaa...
and ur always away.. i miss you terribly at times.. >.<
~so baby be good to me.. i'ved got nothing to giv you.. u see.. except everything.. from the good and the bad..~
ahh.. cny is getting nearer.. got loads of stuffs that i hadn't buy yet.. can't wait to go shopping..
neways, why am i kinda having bad dreams lately.. =.=
okayy.. so thats it.. woudn't wanna delve much into my love life.. ;P
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