dear krys.. congrats.. u screwed up again.. and this is the worse and the furdest that you went. it's always like that, ain't it? when life is peaceful and stable enough, you must find something to fuck it up. this is certainly very like you. its no use regretting what you did now. what is done, is done, no time turning, no nothing.. no shit. u just simply made the wrong choices at the wrong time. it's hard.. to forget bout him. but it's getting better. i want out of this whole thing. i want out of him. if only. and i'm always that easily misunderstood. and i just wanna make things better. between us. within myself. if i could.
it seems all is goin down hill. and i don't want that to happen. history will not repeat itself again.
i just want out. i am tired. and sometimes i think i am confused. damn.. this blog is getting darker.. and i jump from one shit hole to the next. it's true, i wish it wasn't true. i am not independent enough. and i should take responsibility on myself more often.
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